I got this from a friend's blog which is really so meaningful and I think some of us out there really needs this piece of advice. So after reading this, I think I would like to share this to all of you.

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You were strong.

Time after time, I've always heard about the human kind complaining that they cannot go on after any particular separation. To me... that's bullshit! We are known as human beings, the utmost living creature created by God in the image of Himself. We are the only living creature that has got the power to adapt, think and feel.

 

So here comes the story... Guy and girl gets together. They love each other. One day, guy and girl decided to call it quits. Let's say the guy is a jerk. (Usually we are) Girl gets heartbroken badly. Cried for countless nights and still couldn't get over with it. None of the remedy she tried could help herself.

Now here I would like to stress that, situations like this is bullshit! We were alone. We were not attached. Don't tell me that someone is gonna come into your life and leave with a big hole in your heart. Yeah, I know it hurts but we can get over it. There will be a hole, but we just have to learn to deal with it. Patch things up and go on with life. Think about the days you were single and you lived your life happily without even needing the other half. Why? How? The days are still there but it's you who want to think that it's the end of the world. We humans can live alone normally, healthily.

 

But you'll say it's love. Yes, I know it's love... the mumbo jumbo feeling and stuff. But think twice. It's call loved. (past tense, mind you) So the situation has changed. If you're still complaining then it's just a habit to be with the other half. How about getting use to another situation for a change. A way better situation that is gonna make you whole again.

 

Seriously, don't let me look down on you. I've been in love and out of love. It's not that big of a deal. Yeah, you might say that I'm just heartless or I've got friends there to go through with me. But does it really help? Can friends really help you when you still have to climb onto your bed at night alone and start thinking of all the good times and start sobbing again? They can talk to you the whole day but when the night comes you're all alone again. It's just an excuse we give ourselves. Live for yourself! You build your own future and destroys your own future if you may. Claim back your independence right from this very second. Life is full of chances and opportunities, and it's up for us to learn to grab them.

 

"Falling in and out of love is part of growing up. It makes us stronger."

今天早上九点去上课的时候，没有设么心情听课，应为，我明天就可以回家了！好高兴哦！ 上完了课，就在家休息一会儿。我还有东西没买啊！妈妈要的柜子我还没买！结果，我一个人就去了Ikea 买。哇！我真得很喜欢去 Ikea 。。好美！看上了很多东西要放在我的房间里！！去 Ikea 的时候，只是，RM5.10 而已。不过，会的时候，开价 RM 13！！ 好过分！可是我也没办法啦，那边是很难打车的，所与我就花了十三块钱。

回到家以后，我就赶快把我的功课做完，所与不必在KK 做！应为我要在KK玩！哈哈哈哈！没做到多少，表弟SMS我，叫我在Sungei Wang见他和得意。和他们谈了不久，我就回了应为天就快晚了。

现在，赶快做完我的功课，然后，收拾行李回家去！哈哈哈！放学后，七点晚上的机。回家咯。。！

On the 13th of June 2005, Monday night. We had bbq's at Pikky's place. Food was the usual ones like hot dogs, chicken wings, mash potatoes and other stuff. Then we ate and talk n more lil' bit later they drink. I had a lil' sip but even a lil' was difficult enough to drink. Hahahah.. Took some pictures, waiting for them to send it to me.

Yvonne slept over at my place. Tomolo decided to skip one morning class. Hehehe.. coz we went home at about 1.30am already. Han Ting send us home. After class, me n yvonne went to sungei wang for shopping. Wah.. cant believe i've used so much money... I still need to buy other stuff to bring back KK for my mum. =P~ Anyways, we planned to go watch movie at first with Han Ting and Aaron but they couldn't make it so we continued our shopping.

Today I woke up at 11am. Today is the day!! Finish up my assignment and go back to KK without worries!!! Ciao.. n GAMBATTEH!

Hello to the fellow who is reading my blog.  

Today was a really really hot and sunny day! I cant stand it that the sun is sooo damn hot! I went to Petaling Street this afternoon coz i heard from my friend, Adrian said that the japanese series Hotman part 2 is out!  And so.. I bought it!! hhahaha

The cd has the sticker, the original silver sticker on every original disc u buy. And it states RM49.90. Thats the price for originals.. but then this particular shop sells it for RM15.90 only. I think its not the original one but they look original to me. Some of these stuff are sold in speedy but the only difference is the price. Well, as long as the quality is still there, I will still buy the cheap one.

I feel a bit sad that my roomate Jenny will be leaving soon tomorrow back to China. Guess I'll miss her~ because we did lots of things together. Well, I have to go now. Tomorrow morning I am going to church and might be going to Ikea and The Curve to find something for my Dad on father's day.

Yeah! Finally Yvonne is back! And now I feel much more happier although at school not much happening but 'who cares?' I have much more to do outside school. Okie.. firstly, what I did today after school and where did I go?

After class 1pm, went back home for a rest. Called dear Yvonne and she just wake up. Guess she have to now turn back to adjust her sleeping time now. Haha! Ive downloaded a few Japanese Anime namely Saiyuki Reload. At the mean time watching Tsubasa Chronicle. Very nice story. Its about a guy and a princess who where childhood friends but both of them are in love. Then the princess's spirit or memories, a feather flew away to many other world because of the witches magic. So the boy went to the Time Space Witch for help. There, he met 2 other guys also have the same motive to travel to other worlds. 3 of them helped to find the princess's lost memories and during this journey they faced many difficulties and how they find the feathers.

Just got back from 1 u after watching the movie Mr & Mrs Smith. This is a very very nice movie. OF course!! -Mr Handsome & Mrs Sexy- Really have to watch it! I went with my roomate, Jenny and another china friend, David. Tomorrow going to KL to shop.

Classes as usual was a hazard for me. Everytime readings need to be done before hand and there is alot of cases waiting for us to be researched. But I am gradually begining to enjoy contract law. On a second thought, I might wanna major in contract and be a professional contract lawyer- a solicitor. I think the probable reason for my interest in Contract is because of our lecturer, Miss Saraswathy. The way she teaches is very very clear and you get the clear picture of it. That is 'if' you pay attention in class. No doubt about it if you dont, of course you wouldn't know what the heck she is talking about. However, in comparison to the other lecturers, even if I really did pay attention, I also couldn't really catch what they are lecturing about.. until I read up the topic myself and understand it myself. Back to what I was saying, not only did she teach us "book" stuff but also teach us the 'walks' and 'talks' of a lawyer. She told us, the University law students of other countries like Australia, UK, USA..  they have their 'confident' walk and talk, like a professional. I think it would take me some time to have those kind of skills.. -_-" hehehe Who Knows? I may be one of them in the future~

p/s: Happy Birthday 肥波！

Today I got up at 7am which was a rare for me. I usually got up at about 8am. But today was special as our church is held at Crystal Hotel. Maybe it was too early for me coz when the pastor was preaching emotionally, my eye lids was like open but not completely open, close but still open a bit. Hahaha~!! My brain was like gonna shut down but my mind keep telling me to stay awake. That was really a war between my mind and my brain. Gosh, was really exhausted with the 'war'.

I think Im gonna go back KK to watch the madacascar. Coz everytime I go to check this movie here, whether there are available sits here, it is always fully booked. So go back to KK n watch with my friends better lah.

Nothing much interesting happened today. Tomorrow is my free day. No classes for tomolo. Guess I'll just stay at home at do revision or take a break starbucks or watch movie or sth like that. We will see about that tomolo. =)

I just heard from my friend Izham say that they are going to put up the national song in cinemas in the purpose of building up patrioticism. So, what do you think? I don't think this way people will feel honour to the country. In fact, I think it makes us feel more like digging a hole and hide our head in there.  hahahah So from now on guys, STAND n SING before enjoying ur movies~!!

Anyways, went to watch 'Kung Fu Mahjong' with my roomate this evening. Dun worry, not yet lagik.. havent sing the national anthem yet. Hahahah~!! If got, toh soi lor...! Anyways, the movie was DAMN FUNNY man~!! dating n singing to his mahjong. U guys gotta watch it! REallY Funny!!!

Great News.. Im going to go back on the 17th of June, Friday until 20th of June, Monday morning. So any of u guys at kk that time.. call me~ We go out yam cha again!! yeah yeah~~

哇！时间一转眼已经是六月了！新的一月有新的开始。我不离别人怎么看待我，只要我开开心心的活下去就好。我最不欣赏的那种朋友是一些重色轻友的人。 还说什么朋友~ 我看我们彼此都不算是朋友吧。算了吧，我和你都不是说很认识， 你的事是你的事，而我的事你也不用管。哈哈哈！我没说谁的啦。只是，说说而已。

昨天，不知道为什么总觉得很忙的样子。学校有很多来学习，忙死了！我网上养的动物都快饿死了！没关系，忙了这个星期，这个礼拜六就和 Yvonne（uk law student) 去逛街了。。

还有，明天和我的 roomate Jenny 去看戏。叫' 功夫麻将‘ 应该很好笑的吧！放学后去看咯..! 昨天在网上订票，真方便！又快又不用派长龙了。哈哈哈！好了，我要去学习去了。祝大家快快乐乐，玩得开心一点！

Okie, now i am @ starbucks online/study  I just dapao some sushi to eat and drank a cup of mocha frappuccino.

Went to church yesterday. Usually I go to church at 8 am but due to the construction of the church's stage, next week, we are gonna have our sunday service at Crystal Crown Hotel. Grand ler...~  Hahaha..  So I gotta be prepared earlier then usual. Yesterday night Yvonne   me and we talked on the phone for like 1 hour and 30 mins..!! wow.. porridge is ready~!!

Today I went to watch movie. And can u believe it.. on a monday, we expected it would be like less people going to watch movie coz its a MONDAY!! hello.. people are suppose to be working.. but yet.. there were quite many people queing up to buy tickets. I was llike 'huh? What day is today? isit a holiday or sth?' Well, might be KL unemployment rate is high.. i dunno?~

Infection (japanese movie) ERm.. wat can I say, I still dun get the point of the movie.. but then, the movie just scared me all the way. Not that its discusting or horror type.. its like suddenly the person just appear or suddenly the hand just come out slowly then turn around it is just the hand of another nurse. Not reeeally interesting at all. hahaha!

So after the movie, I just shop around with a friend to think of wat to buy for a close friend of mine. Gosh.. I havent bought anything for her yet!! Gotta be quick.. Its not like her birthday or something.. i mean u dont have to buy gifts to friends only when its their birthday right?!? Yeah.. sometimes when i see sth just perfect on them.. i'll just grab it for them.

Okies so anyways.. Im gonna read up my constitutional law.. Its really really making me stressed up because of that! I sometimes think.. maybe Im not originated from earth?? What the heck are they talking about? Y i dunt interpret wat they say??!! hahahah JK~

My sis is gonna come to visit me here in kl this weekend. No.. my mum is not coming.. No, my dad is not too. YES! She is coming here by herself ALONE! I can bring her anywhere we want to go and shop till we drop~!! Hahaha

I woke up today @ 11am. Brushed my teeth, ready to have a bread for breakfast downstairs. Before I went down, my roomate, Jenny said that staying @ home is boring and asked if I wanted to go to Starbucks (1 Utama) online. So of course I agreed. Staying at home all day is really boring. Ive decided to take a rest for the day and go out coz Ive actually planned to study @ home. Hahahaa! So I quickly changed to a nicer t-shirt and got into the teksi n went to one u together.

Starbucks was very very cold. Next time, i'll be smarter to bring along my jacket! Was planning to watch movie but all the movies were fully booked... wat to say.. kl mah... saturday mah... of course full lah!! a...dui!~

Updates

The BBQ has been confirmed.

All those invited: coolest group of form 5 2002

Time: Monday night, 13th June 2005

Venue: Pikky's Place near KDU kolej.. SS22/7.. have to ask her for more info

Yvonne will be coming to KL from 8th to 16th while Ron Ron will be here after her exxam finish @ 21st.

不知这么说。。我今天一点都不伤心！也没有什么开心的啦。。感觉，就是很平静。 哦！今天听到了一个消息。很神奇哦。。 想不到。。。 哈哈哈！答应了不能说！

好期待6月。。 全部朋友都来吉隆坡玩！那时，我们就会在 Pikky 家有个聚会，吃BBQ!! 她家就在我家附近而已。我们可以 PARTY 到凌晨两三点咯！！ 哈哈哈 记得要拍多多照片作纪念！

哈哈。。谢谢你肥波！我会努力的。有你的支持我一定会加油！现在的我已经比以前更坚强了。不过，也许有时候自己是控制不了自己的感受，一种很难受的感受。。很难过。。很难过。。 的那些感觉，而只有人在他们很寂寞又孤单的时侯才会感受到这种感觉。有些人就不明白我这个心情，我也无法去解释这种心情的感受啦！

可是，我已经习惯了！不介意！ 自己跌倒，自己爬啰！ 加油加油！

It is just good like this. I dont feel sad or happy either. Just a normal day for me. I didn't go out today. Just went out to dapao for dinner. Im alone in this house now. everyone has gone out. I studied a bit but still have no idea of that subject (criminal Law) I guess Im here, doing just fine by myself.. that is if ppl can just stop asking me why I didn't go shopping or go out and have fun in KL. and also don't tell me how others are doing so good.. that is wat my mum did. Then, I'll be fine.

I just wanna concentrate on my studies and quickly go to Australia and study so that I don't have to be in KL anymore. I've planned out my time schedule on when to play and when to do revision. Now I'm feeling a bit hungry and find some biscuit to munch on~

What the hell~ mum just called in. I just only told her that I will watch wah lai toi on 8 coz that is a funny show. She then say:" okie.. good, but watch only one show lah... ' Shit!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it hate it hate it... WHY WHY WHY!!! DUN CONTROL MY LIFE!! I know I am innocent and scared I'm being cheated by ppl.. well, that doesn't have to do with watching my tv shows!!! And then wat.. disturbed my studies?? Ive already plan out my time schedule lorr.